Cold Nostalgia

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 5:20 AM

You was the beat at the top of my line.
Put us together and you'd have to hit rewind.
See, you give me a purpose.
Now im getting nervous,
That my heart will never sing again.

im scared. yeap, petrified,terrified u name it.that was like a wtf moment.was emo in class.

i swear if you know what exactly the 'thing' is, you'd emo too.

walao, i cried all the way up the stairs while telling yana the news.

she was like in the middle of O.O and ='(

i was already ='( badlyyyyyyy

inside toilet try to freshen up, but cannot liao.

the news just - haish.

yana just stood there. stared into blank space with a O.O face.

she also like cannot believe it.

last night, i didnt even sleep - i tried but it just keeps coming back to my mind :(

aft i washed my face, try to calm down, we walked to class.

i think yana couldnt take it, she also cried.

veryvery sad.

i can tear up everytime i think about it.

its just so - surreal.

nevermind, whatever happens, i'll try my best to stay strong.

Smile like im asked to, be happy like im told to.

I said I dont want to walk this Earth if i
gotta do it solo.