Cold Nostalgia

Monday, November 29, 2010 @ 8:49 PM

Medicine of your own

Last night was uncalled for. :/

i received a text. oh well,,, lets just say - i freaked out.

this is one of those situations where your hands and feet gets cold.

your heart beats fast and your hands starts shaking.

you throat goes dry and not a single word can come out from your mouth.

yeahs- i was that shocked. shock is one word. but scared? i dont know.

im just tired of ruining things . i dont want to make mistakes. okay , wait. Not NOT making mistakes but lessen them. i screw things up in almost everything i do. but this time. i hope to get it right.

lyrics below kinda says what that sender of sms kinda says. oh well- you know. regret. heres something about me.... i dont regret . and now im living my life to the fullest with my dearest F :) sorry...

How do I end up in the same old place,
Faced again with the same mistakes,
So stubborn thinkin I know what is right,
But life proves me wrong everytime,
Takin roads that lead me nowhere,
How do I expect to get there,
But when will I learn to just put you first.

When I awake it's you that makes
Me strong,
And I know that you've been with me all along,
So many times I begin to close my eyes and listen to my heart,
With you life is so easy why do I
Make it hard,
Oh takin' roads that lead me nowhere how do I expect to get there when will I Learn to just put you first.

I come to you now when I need you,
But why do I wait to come see you,
I always try to do this on my own but I was wrong cause only with you can I move on.

I get out of my own way, let you have your way.
Cause I realize I'm no god on my own,
I'm there for you, I'll sell for you
I can't live without you.
No...