Cold Nostalgia

Sunday, March 6, 2011 @ 3:46 AM

hello bloggers !

ive been very happy lately. ive been slogging at home the whole time and going out with baby some days to the library , lunch and such.thowse pictures above were taken from our mini outing. we had a photography session and LAN L4D2 at Dhoby Ghaut/Bugis area name Khakabo. i swear i think im addicted to gaming.

okay, however , that happiness doesnt last. it has been so emotionally wrecking for me during the nights. thank god baby understands me . and has been so kind-hearted enough to forgive me about it.

to baby:

dear, im sorry i havent been so good lately. and i know you know about what. and if we go out, my mind has been somewhere else. im sorry about it. i love you i really do.

He and I, it's somethin' beautiful

But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last

Loved him so but I let him go

Cause I knew he'd never love me back

Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss
Still a little bit delirious, yeah

Near to you, I am healin'
But it is takin' so long
Cause though he's gone and you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yeah, I'm better near to you

Well, you and I, it's somethin' different
And I'm enjoyin' it as cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am workin' oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

He's disappearin'
Fadin' steadily
When I'm so close to bein' yours
Won't you stay with me, please?

baby i hope you understand what the lyrics mean. and yes, i love you dearly