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Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 4:06 AM

hmm....okay...yeahh...

no mood liao.

GEOG - one word - DIE.

very tiredd.

on comp. "facebook". on 'home' i saw something that i've shouldnt seen.

i swear i dont like it.

felt as if all the blood in my body had been drained out.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010 @ 7:07 AM

Found this. somehow reminds me of the past. wow. its like one of the most depressing song that ive heard.

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you , I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause

I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

@ 1:34 AM

TWO WORDS TO DESCRIBE EARLIER TODAY = CUACE PANAS

haahaaa!~~~^^
went to lot with dum and dummer aft paper.
oh! and mother tongue paper was a breeze . why? nvm. u dont wanna know. ^^
anyway, people do weird things during this hothot weather.

let me list it out some words to associate with today. i love being random.

plan to joyride
coke
getting mobbed by younger kids.
trampoline tummy
missing busstops because never press
-.- face
o.O face
>:( face
O.O face
being the next terminator
3D sunglasses
same uniform clothing
perspire
U-turn
english file
McDonals
bubble tea
D&T portfolio
spinning umbrella under block
laugh
smile

wah i tell you! today very hilarious! couldnt stop laughing with dummer otw home. heehee!

got home and ate meltz! awesome. watched KHNH for the 10th time i guess?

okay that, im very serious. i really did watch it bt 10 times already okay! not nuts but the show is just so ah-ma-zing! MUST WATCH!

now weather is raining meowmeow and woofwoof. gonna be a pig and sleep. bye all!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010 @ 5:29 AM

"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as
a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and
appreciating what we do have.”

seriously dudes and dudettes, do you really think that i was kidding when i say that i dont care?

hahaa!

hmmm-

lets see.

ive revised geog.

and,,, maybe tomorrow practise math(:

so, tomorrow is the official starting of Mid Year Exams.

^^ good luck to all of you out there :D

***

currently damn bored.
no mood to continue studying.
tsk!
i know the mentality must change but my lazyness overwhelms me.
what to do right?
haahaa!
hmmm,
still having the combo.
[fever. flu.cough.headache]

doctor sharad , "you're getting paler and you're losing
weight. what happen?"
me , *silent*

haahaaa!
im happy!
i dont know why!
im P - POSITIVE TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
i like

(Y)

@ 5:28 AM

happy hours

happy hours
Originally uploaded by m o d e

yes. thats right! people around me never fail to make me feel happy!

@ 1:58 AM

im·be·cile (mb-sl, -sl)
n.
1. A stupid or silly person; a dolt.
2. A person whose mental acumen is well below par.
3. A person of moderate to severe mental retardation having a mental age of from three to seven years and generally being capable of some degree of communication and performance of simple tasks under supervision. The term belongs to a classification system no longer in use and is now considered offensive.

ignore the others and look specifically at the bold red words.

@ 1:26 AM

wah. today end off the day from school in a negative note.

one question:

WHERE HAS ALL THE GENTLEMEN IN THIS WORLD GONE TO?

walao!
very irritating leh!
all dudes are like being abducted and suddenly turning into jerks.
and no, im not talking abt all the dudes. im talking abt some.
cant u just respect a girl?
or if not girl, that person who has been nice to you and be nice back?
im disgusted and annoyed by that particular person.

yes, you've changed. not better but worse!
im sooooooooooooooo damn pissed.
feeling soooo damn insulted!
you suck jerk.
big time.
i hate you.

Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 5:57 AM

Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
Tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
Tentang rindu yang menggebu
Tentang cinta yang tak terungkap

Sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
Tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
Memenuhi mimpi-mimpi malam kita

Duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
Perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
Dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
Sesaat di keabadian

Jika sang waktu bisa kita hentikan
Dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
Meleburkan semua batas
Antara kau dan aku, kita .

♥ ♥ ♥

@ 5:31 AM

heehee! did a paint on Mr. Turtle :D
i just love mr turtle so much.

heehee!

so hows my day?
well, have been very sick .
down with the combo.
yeap, fever, flu, cough and headache.
walao-

so basically, my head was in lalaland the whole time.
stupid pills very drowsy.
idk what pills ah.
was gone for an hour during the break.
wah best yknow sleep in class.

so now, just chillng.

went for a joy-ride in bus 985 ALONE just now.
well, long story.
longg and tiring story!

haahaa!
kinda funny when i think abt it.
haahaa!

kaykay, gonna cotinue with my damn gantt chart.
damn d&t these days. so tiring!

Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 1:52 AM

to that person. yes this is for you.

hmmm...im currently very sick.
just finished watching Nyiang Rapik .
wah!
kecoh man the show.

anyway,
gonna rest now.
bye people!

Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 4:08 AM

HELLO!

how are you people today?!

have you revised for mid-year?
i know i have.

currently stuck with D&T's Gauntt Chart.

did little at lib.

went with buddy and pig.

met reeant , zal and Junaidi there.

haahaa!

aft that went to imm to chill.

watched this stupid one-of-a-kind concert!

wah! serious man!

stupid!

hmm,

oh ya. mum went to hospital. but forgot to buy my medicine. best or what?

now im like very damn sick. walao.

Friday, April 23, 2010 @ 4:20 AM

just received a text.
i...err...i dont know what to sy.
omg.
howhowhowhowhowhow?

shit!
i need my pills. but DAMN! im out of it.
shitshit.
im shaking quite badly right now.

oh shit.

@ 12:06 AM

3 words'

Thinkin' back, to the feeling that I had ,when I first saw your face.I knew that it was you.

Some time has passed and the feelings that I had before still are the same.
Cause you, never changed,
Even though, I don't show it boy, I just want you to know.
That even if we fight, even if we fight a million times over little things ,we can still make it better.

I meant what I said when I gave you those promises, I'mma love you forever. I fall for you deeper everyday,feel it now boy more than ever.
But with our type of love, forever ain't enough.
I've been searchin' my whole life ,I'm lucky that I've found you .

No better boy for me, cause you ain't leavin' ,cause, forever ain't enough.
You see me, for who I am and not for who I'm not. I'm telling you that I'm sorry,
if I tend to treat you the wrong way.But I care, you know my heart is there.

i love you.

Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 11:04 PM

can i have those doc martens?

things had been going smoothly.
currently preparing for MYE.

wah, geog was a total deep-shit at the end.
why?
nvm. heart wrenching story.
say what you wanna say but i still think that they're giving up on us.
walaowey.
like i said

@ 10:44 PM

ive changed my link! muahahaa!

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Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 4:06 AM hmm....okay...yeahh... no mood liao. GEOG - one word - DIE. very tiredd. on comp. "facebook". on 'home' i saw something that i've shouldnt seen. i swear i dont like it. felt as if all the blood in my body had been drained out. back to top?
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 @ 7:07 AM Found this. somehow reminds me of the past. wow. its like one of the most depressing song that ive heard. You’re the one that I want, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasn’t me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt But I didn’t know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn’t care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and truly I guess you forgot about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hair Late nights, just holding you in my arms I don’t know how I could do you so wrong I really wanna show you , I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one else could know you You’re number one, always in my heart And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you back to top?
@ 1:34 AM TWO WORDS TO DESCRIBE EARLIER TODAY = CUACE PANAS haahaaa!~~~^^ went to lot with dum and dummer aft paper. oh! and mother tongue paper was a breeze . why? nvm. u dont wanna know. ^^ anyway, people do weird things during this hothot weather. let me list it out some words to associate with today. i love being random. plan to joyride coke getting mobbed by younger kids. trampoline tummy missing busstops because never press -.- face o.O face >:( face O.O face being the next terminator 3D sunglasses same uniform clothing perspire U-turn english file McDonals bubble tea D&T portfolio spinning umbrella under block laugh smile wah i tell you! today very hilarious! couldnt stop laughing with dummer otw home. heehee! got home and ate meltz! awesome. watched KHNH for the 10th time i guess? okay that, im very serious. i really did watch it bt 10 times already okay! not nuts but the show is just so ah-ma-zing! MUST WATCH! now weather is raining meowmeow and woofwoof. gonna be a pig and sleep. bye all! back to top?
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 @ 5:29 AM "We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.” seriously dudes and dudettes, do you really think that i was kidding when i say that i dont care? hahaa! hmmm- lets see. ive revised geog. and,,, maybe tomorrow practise math(: so, tomorrow is the official starting of Mid Year Exams. ^^ good luck to all of you out there :D *** currently damn bored. no mood to continue studying. tsk! i know the mentality must change but my lazyness overwhelms me. what to do right? haahaa! hmmm, still having the combo. [fever. flu.cough.headache] doctor sharad , "you're getting paler and you're losing weight. what happen?" me , silent haahaaa! im happy! i dont know why! im P - POSITIVE TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! i like (Y) back to top?
@ 5:28 AM happy hours happy hours Originally uploaded by m o d e yes. thats right! people around me never fail to make me feel happy! back to top?
@ 1:58 AM im·be·cile (mb-sl, -sl) n. 1. A stupid or silly person; a dolt. 2. A person whose mental acumen is well below par. 3. A person of moderate to severe mental retardation having a mental age of from three to seven years and generally being capable of some degree of communication and performance of simple tasks under supervision. The term belongs to a classification system no longer in use and is now considered offensive. ignore the others and look specifically at the bold red words. back to top?
@ 1:26 AM wah. today end off the day from school in a negative note. one question: WHERE HAS ALL THE GENTLEMEN IN THIS WORLD GONE TO? walao! very irritating leh! all dudes are like being abducted and suddenly turning into jerks. and no, im not talking abt all the dudes. im talking abt some. cant u just respect a girl? or if not girl, that person who has been nice to you and be nice back? im disgusted and annoyed by that particular person. yes, you've changed. not better but worse! im sooooooooooooooo damn pissed. feeling soooo damn insulted! you suck jerk. big time. i hate you. back to top?
Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 5:57 AM Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara Tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa Tentang rindu yang menggebu Tentang cinta yang tak terungkap Sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam Tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam Memenuhi mimpi-mimpi malam kita Duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah Perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu Dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu Sesaat di keabadian Jika sang waktu bisa kita hentikan Dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan Meleburkan semua batas Antara kau dan aku, kita . ♥ ♥ ♥ back to top?
@ 5:31 AM heehee! did a paint on Mr. Turtle :D i just love mr turtle so much. heehee! so hows my day? well, have been very sick . down with the combo. yeap, fever, flu, cough and headache. walao- so basically, my head was in lalaland the whole time. stupid pills very drowsy. idk what pills ah. was gone for an hour during the break. wah best yknow sleep in class. so now, just chillng. went for a joy-ride in bus 985 ALONE just now. well, long story. longg and tiring story! haahaa! kinda funny when i think abt it. haahaa! kaykay, gonna cotinue with my damn gantt chart. damn d&t these days. so tiring! back to top?
Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 1:52 AM to that person. yes this is for you. hmmm...im currently very sick. just finished watching Nyiang Rapik . wah! kecoh man the show. anyway, gonna rest now. bye people! back to top?
Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 4:08 AM HELLO! how are you people today?! have you revised for mid-year? i know i have. currently stuck with D&T's Gauntt Chart. did little at lib. went with buddy and pig. met reeant , zal and Junaidi there. haahaa! aft that went to imm to chill. watched this stupid one-of-a-kind concert! wah! serious man! stupid! hmm, oh ya. mum went to hospital. but forgot to buy my medicine. best or what? now im like very damn sick. walao. back to top?
Friday, April 23, 2010 @ 4:20 AM just received a text. i...err...i dont know what to sy. omg. howhowhowhowhowhow? shit! i need my pills. but DAMN! im out of it. shitshit. im shaking quite badly right now. oh shit. back to top?
@ 12:06 AM 3 words' Thinkin' back, to the feeling that I had ,when I first saw your face.I knew that it was you. Some time has passed and the feelings that I had before still are the same. Cause you, never changed, Even though, I don't show it boy, I just want you to know. That even if we fight, even if we fight a million times over little things ,we can still make it better. I meant what I said when I gave you those promises, I'mma love you forever. I fall for you deeper everyday,feel it now boy more than ever. But with our type of love, forever ain't enough. I've been searchin' my whole life ,I'm lucky that I've found you . No better boy for me, cause you ain't leavin' ,cause, forever ain't enough. You see me, for who I am and not for who I'm not. I'm telling you that I'm sorry, if I tend to treat you the wrong way.But I care, you know my heart is there. i love you. back to top?
Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 11:04 PM can i have those doc martens? things had been going smoothly. currently preparing for MYE. wah, geog was a total deep-shit at the end. why? nvm. heart wrenching story. say what you wanna say but i still think that they're giving up on us. walaowey. like i said back to top?
@ 10:44 PM ive changed my link! muahahaa! back to top?