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Saturday, May 29, 2010 @ 10:42 PM
well, currently having a break from studying.
very tired liao.
heehee^^ that girl very funny ah. goodgood! must always tune in to her daily rubbish ! make me laughhh!

anyway, i enjoyed yesterday. even though didnt buy anything. haaha! (Y) kecoh yknow!
wont go into details.
today skipped madrasah. mummy told me to.
ntah ape angen kasi skip madrasah-.-
haahaa!
she gave me this $290 LV bag. wahlao, i didnt even ask for it. later she wont let me buy the things that i really want. tsk! might as well give me the $290 for me to buy other useful stuffs right?
haiyo...
had breakfast at Makan Shiok. went arnd the place. pass by this gaming shop. mummy wanted to buy this Nintendo DS for herself. she first wanted the PSP GO . i tell you, i have no idea why she suddenly turned kiddy.
-.-
but she didnt buy either^^ because i told her not to !
haaha!
well got home and studied some peribahase. gonna study more later^^

Jika tidak didipecah ruyung,di mana boleh mendapat sagunya ^^

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Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 12:29 AM

[cousin Ash looked a bit sapau ah! ] ^^^^^^^^





wellwell!
went to VivoCity ystd.
had tonnes of fun! kinda getting into the holiday mood! as you can see!
bought t-shirts . mummy bought Cousin Akmal his belated bdae present. spent around $80 bucks on it.
what else but NERF.
i dont understand this people. might as well give the $$ to me.
tsk!
anyway,
was suppose to head to town today but im just so fucking lazy.
aunt called me at 8 plus. invite me to follow her family overnight at Swissotel today.
i dont know what i mumbled at her. than i fall back to sleep .
haahaa!
like piggy! oinkoink!
seriously, dont call me when im asleep.
woke up at 1115 and questioned myself whut i replied aunt earlier on.
washed up and had lunch with granddaddy.
ate nasi lemak which grandmum cooked ^^
granddad kept on talking abt mum and grandmum. funny dude!
he was like "eh! eh! tgk nenek kau, sukeeenye die!" , "mummy kau semue nak buang, semue nak buang!" haaa! had a great laugh with him.
daddy, mummy and grandmum was unpacking when i sit one corner studying and grandpa blasting his CD collection.
ohoh! i studied Chemistry today! did my 10 year series! proud of it!
tomorrow heading to town ! it will be an adventure! oooh! i love today's weather cause it rained! weee! but im hoping that i wont tomorrow ! ^^

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Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 5:20 AM

You was the beat at the top of my line.
Put us together and you'd have to hit rewind.
See, you give me a purpose.
Now im getting nervous,
That my heart will never sing again.


im scared. yeap, petrified,terrified u name it.that was like a wtf moment.was emo in class.
i swear if you know what exactly the 'thing' is, you'd emo too.
walao, i cried all the way up the stairs while telling yana the news.
she was like in the middle of O.O and ='(
i was already ='( badlyyyyyyy
inside toilet try to freshen up, but cannot liao.
the news just - haish.
yana just stood there. stared into blank space with a O.O face.
she also like cannot believe it.
last night, i didnt even sleep - i tried but it just keeps coming back to my mind :(
aft i washed my face, try to calm down, we walked to class.
i think yana couldnt take it, she also cried.
veryvery sad.
i can tear up everytime i think about it.
its just so - surreal.
nevermind, whatever happens, i'll try my best to stay strong.
Smile like im asked to, be happy like im told to.



I said I dont want to walk this Earth if i
gotta do it solo.




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Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 4:41 AM

just as ive expected.
maybe its best i ignore and be oblivious to it.
yeah, thats the best.
i'll go with the flow and take whats given.
if thats what gonna happen to me, then i'll happen.
if one day you people ask why didnt i go to you for help?
trust me, i did.
you just ignored me.
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Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 5:24 AM
im so friggin flunking all my subjects!
im sad as hell.omg!
seriously!
now can emo mode on.
fuck shit!

arghhhhhhhhhh!
nevermind, will try working harder. tsk
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 4:32 AM


ohmygosh. im just moodless today. i feel tired like wtf cause i have noooooo idea whether i slept or not last night. felt like i did but at the same time it feels like i didnt
lets see... kinda flunked CH -.- again.
math, well, waiting for tomorrows result.
lets talk about the last few days. more pictures than words:)

MONDAY.

after oral, went to Bukit Gombak to get dayana her kite. haahaa! very veyr chaotic. she kinda had a hard time choosing the right kite. and there was this uncle who talked about hanging kites in living rooms and oxygen [??] seriously. no link dude. no offence. had lunch. pizza. not that kind. some other kind -.-
TUESDAY.

went to west coast park. the game plan was to go there to jam and fly kite. haahaa! simple right?
but nooooooooo..... it rained.
heavily.
we got stuck at the shelter beside the jetty. wanted to run to some other place but the rain was just horribly heavy. and there were thunder and lightnings. dayana was like already singing 'if tomorrow never comes~' . it was horrendous! we cuddled and shivered like wtf. haahaa! dayana was protecting her guitar allllllll the way. irfan was busy smsing. i just stood rooted on the ground shivering. after a while, the rain toned down. ape lagi, we rannnnnnn like mad across the field. haahaa! dayana to her worst nightmare slid down and fell! omg, couldnt help but laughhhh! the face was like O.O haaha!
she was like ' koranggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg tunggguu akuuuuuuuuu!'
i swear i laughed and laughed till we reach the nearest toilet. inside she tried to clean off the mud by sliding her butt on the wall. -.-
so, attention people, if you ever go to west coast park toilet, never lean on the wall. (:
still, mud stain wont come off, she took out the jeans and told ME to wash it for her. and she loved me for that (Y)
jammed in the toilet while waiting for the rain to tone down again.
-.-
took 176 to west mall. and went to grndsp place (:
and the event next is below ^^







celebrated my CUZZO AKMAL birthday :DDD
HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY COUSIN !
sorry no present. you've already asked mummy for that Nerf so yeah, wont be giving you anything. im broke :P

I was dreaming of the past,And my heart was beating fast.I began to loose control,I began to loose control. Why? :'(
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Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 4:07 AM
walao.
i didnt even know i did something wrong :S
what did i do?
if i did something bad, please do point out. please?
i hate guessing. i hate it.
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Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 5:48 AM

well! the end of written exams! ^^ oral on monday! (:
gonna flunk MT oral i guess. haish.
english oral will be okay i think.
kinda getting better migraine and i think sinus is back .
awesome!
:S
gonna study tmr i guess.
'study' ehhh :P
haahaa!
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 5:56 AM
wah, why are people so full of themselves theses days are? especially that ONE.
very full of herself -.-
in other language, perasan.
very kecoh one sey.
but nvm, whats life without dramas right?!
(Y)
i like!

anywayyyyyyy,
gonna flunk science. (:
like seriously, went out of the hall with a O.O expression.
aft exams, went to gombak with dayana and reeant (:
bubble tea-d all the way home.
oh how great can life get?
:D
dad went home and bought me this belated bdae gift(: im happy!
got a new ______ from mummy and daddy(:
reeant also got me a gift!
wahhhhhhh!
love it !

ROCK YOUR BODY!
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Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 5:15 AM



everything seemed to be about studies these days eh.. (:
(Y) best kan! hahaa! gonna study hard till O's
just now maths paper was easy liao. O.O
phy was a flunk !


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@ 5:01 AM
Bored, stoned, sitting in your basement
All alone, cause your little conversations
Got around, now look here what we all found out
Look here what we found, look here we all found out

That you have got a set of loose lips, twisting stories
All because you're jealous
Now I know exactly what you're all about
So this is what you're all about

Girl, your such a backstabber
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it
everybody knows it

Girl, your such a backstabber,
Run your mouth more than everyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it
everybody knows it

Backstabber
Talk talk talk talk talk talk

I'm sick and tired of hearing all about my life
From other bitches with all of your lies
Wrapped up so tight, so maybe you should shut your mouth, shut your mouth
Shut your fucking mouth

Honestly, I think it's kinda funny that you waste
Your breath talking about me
Got me feeling kinda special really
so this is what your all about


you should just get a life. YOU not anyone else. geee, i wonder how pathetic get when you're alone. kissing yourself? disgusting bitch.
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Monday, May 10, 2010 @ 3:59 AM
(dayana and irfan mortells)

today is MATH and social studies paper!
had the exams in the hall. kinda weird kinda open . haahaa!
first paper was Social Studies.
very susah yknow.
i think i kill my Combine Humans this time round. very sad, really.
math was kinda easy yknow. seriously speaking. not boasting or anything but reall, kinda easy. well, i hope my effort had been put to good use (Y)
really hoped for a pass this time round.
on the brighter side of things,
math and combine humans is done!
^^
happy!
sooner or later the exams would be done! mid-year, at least (:

aft sch, went to the police station. very chaotic and very hectic.
wont explain more.


the empty spaces between my fingers are where your fingers fit. i love you.

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Sunday, May 9, 2010 @ 1:51 AM

May 9 marks the special day for our mothers. Every year, we only have a chance to thank our mother for the love and affection she has shown to us. well, openly i guess.

My mother is probably the wisest person I’ve ever known. She’s not
schooled, she’s not well read. But she has a philosophy of life that makes
well-read people seem like morons.

yeap^^ thats mummy for me. well, i swear i can never repay her good loving, tender care that she has non-stop been showering on me all my 16 years of living. but i'll try my best to make her proud.
:D


happy birthday to me ^^
heehee!
wah, 16 already liao. -.-
bright side, can watch NC16 shows legally already!
weee!
Thanks to all those who had non-stop wishisg me when the clock strikes 12 ystd night. wow. i swear when i logged on to FaceBook just now im in total shock. didint know i had so much friends ! ^^
im a happy kid! weeeeeee!
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Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 5:16 AM




i swear i love my Dayana and Irfan.
what happened at JP just now was horrible.
aint gonna tell the details but yeah, im touched by their kind hearts.
tomorrow is gonna be hectic i tell you. need to run to many places to get things done before exams.
sheesh....

andand, happy advance birthday to me ! (:




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Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 6:51 AM



God i feel so alive today!


i was like a piggy at the start of the day but became a monkey in the middle and now :)

im a happy kid people!


MATH is not a torture! wow. why? because i pass! had to do this last year's O Levels Math paper, and i pass!im happppppppppppy!even though it is just a pass, im thankful okay! i have been failing math like wtf and now im improving! Zafy and Irfan kept singing this old malay songs. funny leh! couldnt stop laughing yknow!


come come take picture of this success!




haahaa! im bored jyeah!

anyway,after school, head to Lot 1 for lunch with Dayana (: Irfan tagged along cause he needs to buy layout pad. too bad no stock. irfan got abducted by aliens otw to meeting us i think. he like went crazy :S scary yknow. anyway, irfan left half-way cause needs to buy his layout pad somewhere else, diedie need buy cause tomorrow is deadline for portfolio. so me and yana continued eating , chatting when i suddenly receive this frantic-laughing call from zaffy.

Zaffy : Kau...kat mane? maseh kat lot...1? *laughs* aku... pegy jaoh... *laughs* im otw!

Me : eh gile, ape kau bbual?

Zaffy : *laughs* aku otw! tunggu!

i was like wth with dayana and dayana was like O.O''
when she came, she told us the whole story!
here goes the story.
she was about to take 985 to go to Lot 1. and BEFORE she even board the bus, she fell. haahaa! and she told us that behind her was a TWSS kid and a Mat. omg, embarrasing liao! and she said 'sorry' to the bus driver when shes the one who fell, and laughed. people around her was like O.O she was smiling and laughing. wah very weird ley she! anyway, went home.
did some d&t and did a surprise *winkwink*


yeap! i have accepted everything! :D

im happy! but even though im losing a lot! im still looking at things the bright side! im thankful for dayana , irfan , reeant ! they are my stars!haahaa! sayangnyeeee bintang-bintangkuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!



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Wednesday, May 5, 2010 @ 3:01 PM
С Днем Рождения - Happy Birthday!!
HAPPY sixteen. Birthday To RIAN ALFIAN! [Weeant Wabbit Wock] >.<
May You pass all your exms this with rainbow colours! Achieve success like nobodys business and have a wee-wee good life ahead of you! Stay outta trouble and yes, dont be naughty eh !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REEANT ALFEEANT!
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Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @ 5:53 AM
im very disgusted.
yes.
very.
dont understand?

im....

abhorred, appalled, displeased, fastidious, fed up, full up, grossed out, had bellyful, had enough, had it, nauseated, nauseous, outraged, overwrought, queasy, repelled, repulsed, revolted, satiated, scandalized, sick, sick and tired of, sick of, squeamish, teed off, tired, turned off, unhappy, up to here, weary .

haahaaaaaaaaa!
well, dayana piggy should know what imtalking about. (: oh gosh! shes sucha bitch!
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Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 6:44 AM
Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you


Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.


some words from me to you :

i love you baby :) im always here for you.
when you're down,
ill be your shining sun to brighten up your day.
during nighttime when u cant sleep,
i'l be your shining star to accompany you.
if i could be anything,i would love to be your tears.
so i could be born in your eyes,
live on your cheeks,
and die on your lips.
I LOVE YOU BABY
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@ 6:12 AM

Hit Wall Count : 3
very sad leh! and yes, i hit walls.
due to blurrness and nothingness in my mind.
im talking crap!
haahaa!
went study with dianatashya just now.
met with reeant, zal , taufiq at lib.
and three of D's friends.
aft lib, went to WM to chomp at KFC!
afterrrrr that?!
nvm.
im tired liao! haahaa! no need story telling kay! bye!
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Saturday, May 1, 2010 @ 11:55 PM
un qué día. tan caliente. tan cansando. ¡el ayer era horrible! ¡estaba en dolor total! todavía hungover de la medicación. el ir ahora a reclinarse.

falto al bebé.

pardon me, im bored.



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