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Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 5:27 AM

dear parents,

day three. 30 day challenge (:

dear parents,

As I look back on my life I find myself wondering, did I remember to thank you for all that you have done for me? For all of the times you were by my side,to help me celebrate my successes and accept my defeats?
Or for teaching me the value of hard work, good judgement, courage, and honesty?
I wonder if I've ever thanked you for the simple things.
The laughter, smiles, and quiet times we've shared?

If I have forgotten to express my gratitude for any of these things, I am thanking you now.and I am hoping that you've known all along, how very much you are loved and appreciated .

love you ♥

@ 5:19 AM

Dear Crush,

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Two.

Dear Crush,

didnt get to post this yesterday cause i was busy. so here it goes (:

crushes heh? like the subject says 'crushes'. it wont turn out well. your heart will get crushed in the end. oh well, i dont have any crushes. i did, a long time ago. 7 years ago in fact. after that one day where everything changes, i dont do reality crushes. i just go with the flow. fantasy crushes have uh. Taylor Lautner. always. i think im really affected by those things , those doings that the impact of the heartbroken is still felt now :( sad . really. yeah, crushes crush ur heart.
Maybe this is why crushes are stupid ridiculous things. Yeah. See you tomorrow.

"little things do hurt okay"

Monday, June 28, 2010 @ 8:05 AM

dear best-friend,

day one . 30 day letter challenge (:

Dear Best Friend,

I don't even know how to start this letter. Maybe that's because [I hope] you know how much you really do mean to me. You know that I don't like to talk about my emotions and stuff but writing them works so much better for me anyways :)

We see each other almost everyday and I want you to know that you are an absolutely awesome girl! Now I know that you are thinking that I'm only saying this because I'm your best friend but I'm pretty sure I would tell you if you looked butt-ugly. Trust me on this. You are awesome. And I know life hasn't been kind to you a whole lot of the time. But that just adds to the beauty and your fighting spirit. I loved going out places with you because I would think "I'm so lucky to have a rockin friend who actually wants to be seen with me" :P

I don't really know where you are in your spiritual life - buddha on the lotus perhaps? But when you were still here I think that was one of my favourite things about our relationship. I've never had a friend closer than you who believed so much of the same things as me. But more than that is that I felt we were at the same point in our spiritual life and it helped having someone there with me going through the same battles. And I think this part of my life was the part that cried the most when you were gone and I didn't know what 'state' you were in. Anyways. I know this is cliche but I know that God has awesome plans for you. I know because I could see such things before you moved. (Of course I couldn't see anything while you were gone ;D)

Gah there is so much I could say! because of that stupid crap (fb) that happened , I'm sorry about that and I know I will always regret that i couldnt do anything about it. I don't know if you'll ever want to bring it up again but I think we should even though neither of us want to because it will eat both of us and our friendship inside out. You can say stuff happened and it doesn't matter. But it does to me. You shouldn't have to carry a burden by yourself. I promise I will talk about my side too. And its painful to me at certain parts but somehow I know you'll listen.

Music! In our souls, in our mouths, in our hands. I want that band to live. I don't even freaking care if its the two of us with guitars acoustic. I loved how I could write the lyrics and someone you could just pick the music out of the air. Beautiful.

Hahaha okay I know I am super lame this way and I want you to know that I want YOU (lol) in my bridal party. Bridesmaid, Maid of Honour.... we'll see. But you've been such an important part of my life I can't imagine you not being in there.

You are my partner-in-crime, my sister (though not by blood which is even cooler), and my best friend. Sorry this is long but at least it is better than post-its right? thats it than! see ya soon !

Love McFly ♥

@ 8:03 AM

It's the 30 Day Letter challenge and its going down right here.
Haha yeah.... I'll be posting the letters here. I'll try to do one 'each' day but I'll do one for sure whenever I have something to say/am on the blog. So let's start this party up!

~~Day 01 — Your Best Friend~~
~~Day 02 — Your Crush~~
~~Day 03 — Your Parents~~
Day 04 — Your Sibling (or closest relative)
Day 05 — Your Dreams
Day 06 — A Stranger
Day 07 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 08 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 09 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 7:21 AM

READ.

Lightning strikes
Inside, my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?

Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain

How come the only way to know how high you get me
is to see how far I fall
but I can't break through at all.

It's a heartbreak...

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you lay your weapon down
Red wine and ambien
You're talking *shit* again, it's heartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak, heartbreak.

@ 5:45 AM

went out with my dears. (: cekgu cancelled her treat two days ago. so what the hell, we went out cause its the last day where we can go out before school reopens. :\

took 985 to lot 1 . walked at minitoons. we had a hardhard time there!dayana and me were in very hard dilemma to buy this notepad which is like super uber C U T E . so jyeah, we stood there until eerfun came. that long you know! so me and yana rolled the dice to buy or not. so jyeah, the dice says we had to buy. so we buy (: it was the right choice though. (:

soo, took 190 to cathay. (: ate Pastamania. dayana ate pesto while i ate turkey bacon aglio. (: super nice.

after that walked to Orchard Central . nice ride up (: piggy scared :P

haahaa! aft that, took bus to Singapore flyer. walked to marina square and had Starbucks. we chilled (: chocolate chip cream with whipped cream (Y)

dayana had Java Chip. both Venti . haahaa!

took 106 and homed. (:

seriously, i havent got over yesterday. whaaaa, my heart really pain you know. i was damn sick and to my surprise you didnt care about all that. you preferred to continue talking shit while im here in pain. really sad you know. do you care? i was caught off guard about all that. and really at the wrong timing. i didnt know what i did and what i did to deserve all that shit. gosh, please. i hate regrets and now, dont regret what u did cause you did. i wont forget. i wont.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 6:34 AM

by the looks of things, im not recovering that well. haish. just ate medicine. gonna rest soon (:

Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 7:02 AM

ohmygod. i dont know whats happening to me liao. my headache has like gone from bad to worse. this high fever isnt helping me at all. :\ this headaches i feel recently are like very painful worse off than my usual migraines. hope nths wrong ey. haish... tak2 kene makan jugak obat tuuu :( freaking irritating and waste time! hatehate!

Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 7:58 AM

Sometimes I just want to ask you
Straight out with no strings attached
If you'd rather me
Just walk out of your life

I want to know if you'd think
It would be easier for the both of us
To forget each other
When that's hardly the case.

If my name was just a whisper in the wind
And your name was just a name
Would it be easier
To get on with life not thinking of those things?

After loving and hurting
and crying and singing and lying
and silently admitting our deepest fears
to each other

Where do you get off
Just cutting it off
Without consent
from me?

It hurts too much to think about friends sometimes

@ 7:45 AM

i wanna watch all this. can or not? wah! the last poster very hot!

@ 7:11 AM

Happy Daddys Day !

HAPPY DADDY'S DAY! ^^
had indoor bbq/grilling with the whole family (: pictures are above.

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a
tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,
The
generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the
ages,
The power of the eagle's flight,
The joy of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of
a family need,
Then God combined these qualities,
When there was nothing
more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,
And so,

He
called it ... Dad

Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ 4:20 AM

So many things I don't know
Some things I don't like
Some call me a picky person
I'd say that's pretty much right

Some would say I've got my life in order
Others would say I've got my head on straight
I just look at them and smile
And think they have a lot to learn

I know what I like
And I know where I stand
But as to who I am
It takes a lifetime to learn

Either way on this stretch of road
I'm facing the sun
Letting it take me where it goes
And shape me from what I am

Just a few of my favourite things...

im so friggin bored and this blog is getting spider webs. blech.
hmmm lets see! actually theres nothing to talk abt. ive been going out almost everyday ^^ it is holiday! and! i hate school. like gosh! seriously, i would loveeee to finish with school asap.
while thats on the way, i go on as per usual. ^^ okay, im crapping.

anyway,soy quién soy. no feliz con él, insecto apagado. fucker.

Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 7:27 AM

hellllllllllllo world!

are you happy? im happy!

okay lets start with sordid things. had a checkup at NUH this morning. well, need to go again for further things. no need to elaborate.

after that, head to TOWN!

bugis was first.

bugis street was awesomee! i spent on things there^^ amazingly, mummy let me get what i want. most of it though!

went to bugis junction. in search of pants.

jeans kinda. well, something unfortunate happened. nevermind. i dont care also. ^^
no feeling :\
after went to UOB building to get things sorted out. then went to somerset @ 313.
shopped at Forever 21. spent a bomb there.
shopped around. then took 190 to lot1 . shopped again. goshhh! mum seriously dont care that she splurges loads. -.- funny ah she.

maybe all this has link to that question she asked me two days ago. hmm...
anyway, three days ago was fun^^ had fun with the whole family!

tomorrow is gonna be more fun! ^^ meet my hkps buddies! miss them!

Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 10:37 AM

hell yeahh! imma be off to somewhere and isolate myself in a solitary moment away from reeeality tomorrow! whole family going abroad! ^^ awesome! hope uncle could get us that suite for each family again!
gonna miss my loves dearly though:(

anyway, goodbye! and enjoy your one week break while you can^^

Thursday, June 10, 2010 @ 6:09 AM

my blog is dusty. well, i dont feel like cleaning it yet.

Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 5:52 AM

thats like the most suitable quote to describe today.

one word : sanding.

yes, design and technology camp. well, not exactly camp uh. just that its from morning to almost evening. 8am to 6pm. sad right?! omg, my product is so tedious! did my chair, but i cut the wrong thing. -.- had to restart and redo. nvm, i persevere . tomorrow gonna continue with the sanding. currently, my whole arm is burning and pounding in pain. my pointing finger is swollen. and it affects my thumb finger which in the end affects my whole hand -.-

gosh! so hard to type! well then, till here only! byebye!

Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 5:22 AM

can you place yourself in a moment's notice,
in my situation?
Increasingly you've made me cold and afraid,
a lonely companion.

above says a lot. wont go into detail. too friggin lazy and no mood liao.
my stomach fuwah! pain like what the eff!
its like the ribcage part but more inside the ribcage. haiya! i dont know how to describe -.-
its like piercing and stinging pain.
anyway, had school again just now but TGIF!
very tired liao. im exhausted and friggin sick of studies.
i stone for almost every lesson. wahlao- seriously, cannot take it but i know i HAVE to take it no matter what cause i have no choice. wah. sad.
had 2 sciences today. total 6 hours of sciences.
first 2 hours was chem. next 2 hours - physics. a 2 hours break cause dudes have to go for SJ. continue for another 2 hours of chem practical.
had Naked Fish for lunch. went to BPP with dayana and Darius. had an interesting time tgt. ^^
after chem practical, headed home with Eerfun & Dayana.
actually we walked to Lot 1 - for fun. no mood to go home. so we walked-walked.
okay done with today.

i have a problem. the problem is : clothes.
most difficult problem that im experiencing now. tomorrow kak N's wedding. i have no idea on whut to wear. first thought of wearing pink Zara checkered. but thn my Burberry black/white checkered is outside my closet waiting for me to wear it. haiyo!

and oh yes, we notice. ^^

Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 8:10 AM

had geography first lesson. got coke for breakfast. i know. no comments please. anyway, did map-reading again. partnered with eerfun again. during geog, got an sms from Miss Lim. asked us go down to canteen for breakfast cause she bought us mcD as a parting gift. wah sad! the class bought her a necklace. Citigems babe- haahaa!

after that had english. played taboo. -.- lameshit ! i was like wtfh. koala?! how am i suppose to describe that?! some gave answers like kangaroo. dinosaur and even TUNA FISH?! haaaahaaaaa! funny! lol.

kaykay, aft eng was social studies. had this whole stack of revision to doooo! haiyooooooo......nevermind. only will happen once! no work no gain! i will do it!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010 @ 5:23 AM

today.

had the friggin math camp. did 3 hours of intensive math. topics were

coordinate geog
probability
mensuration

after the camp, head to class to relax. perangai bawak charger pegi skola cause handphone batt was low.haahaa^^

around one-thirty went out cause me , dayana and eerfun were craving for ice-cream.

went to seven-eleven.

me and eerfun had Magnum Almond and dayana had her CRUNCH.

omg... i savoured every moment. seriously, i has been a longgggg time since i had a Magnum okay.

wanted to try the Gold one but they dont have it. wtf. sad.

anyway, waited at the busstop till Dayana board her bus. she history student. so today no hist. wah best.

nevermind. head back to class with Eerfun. we relax and chilled again. chatted with sabree. i found out some interesting facts about Sabree Ninja ^^ haahaa! hes kinda cool tawu!

anyway, had geog for two hours. partnered with eerfun for today. very kecoh. did partner work. map-reading of Mauritius - Rose Belle. haahaa! i named dayana , me and eerfun of the places there.

Dayana - Madame Lolo

Me - Rose Belle

eerfun - monte fertile

haahaa! all those were name of places. i dont know why i soo random.

anyway, most of the work , eerfun did it^^ i just draw2 and erase2!

fun tawuuu! went home with syarkaeyy and eerfun after everything.

done!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010 @ 5:21 AM

agony;

okay, lets blog. its kinda boring so i decided to change my blog skin and update .

yesterday.

had O levels mother tongue. did qn 1 and 5. overall, paper quite easy heh. hoping for the best so that i wont have to redo it the next time. even if i need to redo, no harm trying again. its for the best ^^ anyway, its MALAY, no one can predict my results. haahaa! neither can i.

after the paper, went to Lot one to meet mummy. i dont know what mood shes in, she started allowing me to spend like crazy. kinda fun yknow. had lunch at Pastamania. had Chicken ham and sausage baked rice. ohmygod, its heavenly^^ mummy ate Turkey Bacon Aglio. wah, so pedas i tell you.

after that, went to Popular. to find daddys blade refill or i dont know whut la. for fun, i just asked mummy for headphones. she said , "okay, buy." i was like , "really?" wah, heavenly again! hahaa! get stuffs which i dont really need! awesome.

went to BHG , mummy bought her powder refill and a Carlo Rino bag for her friend. okay seriously, for no occasion okay! not a birthday or anything. she buys it for her best friend a bag for no occasion. wtf? nevermind. her money. homed after that.

Today.

went to school early. chill at canteen with dayana. waited for eerfun at the same time. we were early but went up to hall late ^^ as usual, got scolded. nevermind. did 2 hours of intensive math with Syarkaeyy ^^ he rocks i yell you. very noisy but still, we managed to do every single question. an hour break. and then continue for another 2 hours of math. apparently, i dont see the need to call it a 'Math Camp'. more of a 'Mass Math Study Group'.
after Math ended, we had an hour and half lunch break before social studies. went to Lot 1 with Dayana, Eerfun and Sabree^^ dayana and me ate Korean at Food Culture. as usual, had my Kimchi Noodle. nice- two thumbs up! (Y) !
headed back to school after that. played the rain ^^ went to AVA for two hours of Social Studies. during lesson, very kecoh.
anyway, wont go in details cause im tired of typing.

I come from a place that hurts
And God knows how I've cried
And I never
want to return
Never fall again

affiliates Dayana Afeefah Anthony Leeyana Dianatashya Irfan Zen Azura Sin Jie Afiq Jany Fitriah Shazehan Tyqa Adelaide Naimah Ardy wanyin eleanor hui yu Banso Wany Haziq Rini Yurika Calvin Naren Noel Manke Khairul Mr Zulhafiz Mr Samson Ee Eefarh SLEEQ(:
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 5:27 AM dear parents, day three. 30 day challenge (: dear parents, As I look back on my life I find myself wondering, did I remember to thank you for all that you have done for me? For all of the times you were by my side,to help me celebrate my successes and accept my defeats? Or for teaching me the value of hard work, good judgement, courage, and honesty? I wonder if I've ever thanked you for the simple things. The laughter, smiles, and quiet times we've shared? If I have forgotten to express my gratitude for any of these things, I am thanking you now.and I am hoping that you've known all along, how very much you are loved and appreciated . love you ♥ back to top?
@ 5:19 AM Dear Crush, 30 Day Letter Challenge Day Two. Dear Crush, didnt get to post this yesterday cause i was busy. so here it goes (: crushes heh? like the subject says 'crushes'. it wont turn out well. your heart will get crushed in the end. oh well, i dont have any crushes. i did, a long time ago. 7 years ago in fact. after that one day where everything changes, i dont do reality crushes. i just go with the flow. fantasy crushes have uh. Taylor Lautner. always. i think im really affected by those things , those doings that the impact of the heartbroken is still felt now :( sad . really. yeah, crushes crush ur heart. Maybe this is why crushes are stupid ridiculous things. Yeah. See you tomorrow. "little things do hurt okay" back to top?
Monday, June 28, 2010 @ 8:05 AM dear best-friend, day one . 30 day letter challenge (: Dear Best Friend, I don't even know how to start this letter. Maybe that's because [I hope] you know how much you really do mean to me. You know that I don't like to talk about my emotions and stuff but writing them works so much better for me anyways :) We see each other almost everyday and I want you to know that you are an absolutely awesome girl! Now I know that you are thinking that I'm only saying this because I'm your best friend but I'm pretty sure I would tell you if you looked butt-ugly. Trust me on this. You are awesome. And I know life hasn't been kind to you a whole lot of the time. But that just adds to the beauty and your fighting spirit. I loved going out places with you because I would think "I'm so lucky to have a rockin friend who actually wants to be seen with me" :P I don't really know where you are in your spiritual life - buddha on the lotus perhaps? But when you were still here I think that was one of my favourite things about our relationship. I've never had a friend closer than you who believed so much of the same things as me. But more than that is that I felt we were at the same point in our spiritual life and it helped having someone there with me going through the same battles. And I think this part of my life was the part that cried the most when you were gone and I didn't know what 'state' you were in. Anyways. I know this is cliche but I know that God has awesome plans for you. I know because I could see such things before you moved. (Of course I couldn't see anything while you were gone ;D) Gah there is so much I could say! because of that stupid crap (fb) that happened , I'm sorry about that and I know I will always regret that i couldnt do anything about it. I don't know if you'll ever want to bring it up again but I think we should even though neither of us want to because it will eat both of us and our friendship inside out. You can say stuff happened and it doesn't matter. But it does to me. You shouldn't have to carry a burden by yourself. I promise I will talk about my side too. And its painful to me at certain parts but somehow I know you'll listen. Music! In our souls, in our mouths, in our hands. I want that band to live. I don't even freaking care if its the two of us with guitars acoustic. I loved how I could write the lyrics and someone you could just pick the music out of the air. Beautiful. Hahaha okay I know I am super lame this way and I want you to know that I want YOU (lol) in my bridal party. Bridesmaid, Maid of Honour.... we'll see. But you've been such an important part of my life I can't imagine you not being in there. You are my partner-in-crime, my sister (though not by blood which is even cooler), and my best friend. Sorry this is long but at least it is better than post-its right? thats it than! see ya soon ! Love McFly ♥ back to top?
@ 8:03 AM It's the 30 Day Letter challenge and its going down right here. Haha yeah.... I'll be posting the letters here. I'll try to do one 'each' day but I'll do one for sure whenever I have something to say/am on the blog. So let's start this party up! ~~Day 01 — Your Best Friend~~ ~~Day 02 — Your Crush~~ ~~Day 03 — Your Parents~~ Day 04 — Your Sibling (or closest relative) Day 05 — Your Dreams Day 06 — A Stranger Day 07 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush Day 08 — Your favorite internet friend Day 09 — Someone you wish you could meet Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from Day 15 — The person you miss the most Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country Day 17 — Someone from your childhood Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to Day 23 — The last person you kissed Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day Day 28 — Someone that changed your life Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror back to top?
Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 7:21 AM READ. Lightning strikes Inside, my chest to keep me up at night Dream of ways To make you understand my pain Clouds of sulfur in the air Bombs are falling everywhere It's heartbreak warfare Once you want it to begin, No one really ever wins In heartbreak warfare If you want more love, why don't you say so? If you want more love, why don't you say so? Drop his name Push it in and twist the knife again Watch my face As I pretend to feel no pain How come the only way to know how high you get me is to see how far I fall but I can't break through at all. It's a heartbreak... I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight Let's just fix this whole thing now I swear to God we're gonna get it right If you lay your weapon down Red wine and ambien You're talking shit again, it's heartbreak warfare Good to know it's all a game Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak, heartbreak. back to top?
@ 5:45 AM went out with my dears. (: cekgu cancelled her treat two days ago. so what the hell, we went out cause its the last day where we can go out before school reopens. :\ took 985 to lot 1 . walked at minitoons. we had a hardhard time there!dayana and me were in very hard dilemma to buy this notepad which is like super uber C U T E . so jyeah, we stood there until eerfun came. that long you know! so me and yana rolled the dice to buy or not. so jyeah, the dice says we had to buy. so we buy (: it was the right choice though. (: soo, took 190 to cathay. (: ate Pastamania. dayana ate pesto while i ate turkey bacon aglio. (: super nice. after that walked to Orchard Central . nice ride up (: piggy scared :P haahaa! aft that, took bus to Singapore flyer. walked to marina square and had Starbucks. we chilled (: chocolate chip cream with whipped cream (Y) dayana had Java Chip. both Venti . haahaa! took 106 and homed. (: seriously, i havent got over yesterday. whaaaa, my heart really pain you know. i was damn sick and to my surprise you didnt care about all that. you preferred to continue talking shit while im here in pain. really sad you know. do you care? i was caught off guard about all that. and really at the wrong timing. i didnt know what i did and what i did to deserve all that shit. gosh, please. i hate regrets and now, dont regret what u did cause you did. i wont forget. i wont. back to top?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 6:34 AM by the looks of things, im not recovering that well. haish. just ate medicine. gonna rest soon (: back to top?
Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 7:02 AM ohmygod. i dont know whats happening to me liao. my headache has like gone from bad to worse. this high fever isnt helping me at all. :\ this headaches i feel recently are like very painful worse off than my usual migraines. hope nths wrong ey. haish... tak2 kene makan jugak obat tuuu :( freaking irritating and waste time! hatehate! back to top?
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 7:58 AM Sometimes I just want to ask you Straight out with no strings attached If you'd rather me Just walk out of your life I want to know if you'd think It would be easier for the both of us To forget each other When that's hardly the case. If my name was just a whisper in the wind And your name was just a name Would it be easier To get on with life not thinking of those things? After loving and hurting and crying and singing and lying and silently admitting our deepest fears to each other Where do you get off Just cutting it off Without consent from me? It hurts too much to think about friends sometimes back to top?
@ 7:45 AM i wanna watch all this. can or not? wah! the last poster very hot! back to top?
@ 7:11 AM Happy Daddys Day ! HAPPY DADDY'S DAY! ^^ had indoor bbq/grilling with the whole family (: pictures are above. God took the strength of a mountain, The majesty of a tree, The warmth of a summer sun, The calm of a quiet sea, The generous soul of nature, The comforting arm of night, The wisdom of the ages, The power of the eagle's flight, The joy of a morning in spring, The faith of a mustard seed, The patience of eternity, The depth of a family need, Then God combined these qualities, When there was nothing more to add, He knew His masterpiece was complete, And so, He called it ... Dad back to top?
Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ 4:20 AM So many things I don't know Some things I don't like Some call me a picky person I'd say that's pretty much right Some would say I've got my life in order Others would say I've got my head on straight I just look at them and smile And think they have a lot to learn I know what I like And I know where I stand But as to who I am *It takes a lifetime to learn* Either way on this stretch of road I'm facing the sun Letting it take me where it goes And shape me from what I am Just a few of my favourite things... im so friggin bored and this blog is getting spider webs. blech. hmmm lets see! actually theres nothing to talk abt. ive been going out almost everyday ^^ it is holiday! and! i hate school. like gosh! seriously, i would loveeee to finish with school asap. while thats on the way, i go on as per usual. ^^ okay, im crapping. anyway,soy quién soy. no feliz con él, insecto apagado. fucker. back to top?
Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 7:27 AM hellllllllllllo world! are you happy? im happy! okay lets start with sordid things. had a checkup at NUH this morning. well, need to go again for further things. no need to elaborate. after that, head to TOWN! bugis was first. bugis street was awesomee! i spent on things there^^ amazingly, mummy let me get what i want. most of it though! went to bugis junction. in search of pants. jeans kinda. well, something unfortunate happened. nevermind. i dont care also. ^^ no feeling :\ after went to UOB building to get things sorted out. then went to somerset @ 313. shopped at Forever 21. spent a bomb there. shopped around. then took 190 to lot1 . shopped again. goshhh! mum seriously dont care that she splurges loads. -.- funny ah she. maybe all this has link to that question she asked me two days ago. hmm... anyway, three days ago was fun^^ had fun with the whole family! tomorrow is gonna be more fun! ^^ meet my hkps buddies! miss them! back to top?
Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 10:37 AM hell yeahh! imma be off to somewhere and isolate myself in a solitary moment away from reeeality tomorrow! whole family going abroad! ^^ awesome! hope uncle could get us that suite for each family again! gonna miss my loves dearly though:( anyway, goodbye! and enjoy your one week break while you can^^ back to top?
Thursday, June 10, 2010 @ 6:09 AM my blog is dusty. well, i dont feel like cleaning it yet. back to top?
Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 5:52 AM thats like the most suitable quote to describe today. one word : sanding. yes, design and technology camp. well, not exactly camp uh. just that its from morning to almost evening. 8am to 6pm. sad right?! omg, my product is so tedious! did my chair, but i cut the wrong thing. -.- had to restart and redo. nvm, i persevere . tomorrow gonna continue with the sanding. currently, my whole arm is burning and pounding in pain. my pointing finger is swollen. and it affects my thumb finger which in the end affects my whole hand -.- gosh! so hard to type! well then, till here only! byebye! back to top?
Friday, June 4, 2010 @ 5:22 AM can you place yourself in a moment's notice, in my situation? Increasingly you've made me cold and afraid, a lonely companion. above says a lot. wont go into detail. too friggin lazy and no mood liao. my stomach fuwah! pain like what the eff! its like the ribcage part but more inside the ribcage. haiya! i dont know how to describe -.- its like piercing and stinging pain. anyway, had school again just now but TGIF! very tired liao. im exhausted and friggin sick of studies. i stone for almost every lesson. wahlao- seriously, cannot take it but i know i HAVE to take it no matter what cause i have no choice. wah. sad. had 2 sciences today. total 6 hours of sciences. first 2 hours was chem. next 2 hours - physics. a 2 hours break cause dudes have to go for SJ. continue for another 2 hours of chem practical. had Naked Fish for lunch. went to BPP with dayana and Darius. had an interesting time tgt. ^^ after chem practical, headed home with Eerfun & Dayana. actually we walked to Lot 1 - for fun. no mood to go home. so we walked-walked. okay done with today. i have a problem. the problem is : clothes. most difficult problem that im experiencing now. tomorrow kak N's wedding. i have no idea on whut to wear. first thought of wearing pink Zara checkered. but thn my Burberry black/white checkered is outside my closet waiting for me to wear it. haiyo! *and oh yes, we notice. ^^* back to top?
Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 8:10 AM had geography first lesson. got coke for breakfast. i know. no comments please. anyway, did map-reading again. partnered with eerfun again. during geog, got an sms from Miss Lim. asked us go down to canteen for breakfast cause she bought us mcD as a parting gift. wah sad! the class bought her a necklace. Citigems babe- haahaa! after that had english. played taboo. -.- lameshit ! i was like wtfh. koala?! how am i suppose to describe that?! some gave answers like kangaroo. dinosaur and even TUNA FISH?! haaaahaaaaa! funny! lol. kaykay, aft eng was social studies. had this whole stack of revision to doooo! haiyooooooo......nevermind. only will happen once! no work no gain! i will do it! ^^ back to top?
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 @ 5:23 AM today. had the friggin math camp. did 3 hours of intensive math. topics were coordinate geog probability mensuration after the camp, head to class to relax. perangai bawak charger pegi skola cause handphone batt was low.haahaa^^ around one-thirty went out cause me , dayana and eerfun were craving for ice-cream. went to seven-eleven. me and eerfun had Magnum Almond and dayana had her CRUNCH. omg... i savoured every moment. seriously, i has been a longgggg time since i had a Magnum okay. wanted to try the Gold one but they dont have it. wtf. sad. anyway, waited at the busstop till Dayana board her bus. she history student. so today no hist. wah best. nevermind. head back to class with Eerfun. we relax and chilled again. chatted with sabree. i found out some interesting facts about Sabree Ninja ^^ haahaa! hes kinda cool tawu! anyway, had geog for two hours. partnered with eerfun for today. very kecoh. did partner work. map-reading of Mauritius - Rose Belle. haahaa! i named dayana , me and eerfun of the places there. Dayana - Madame Lolo Me - *Rose Belle* eerfun - *monte fertile* haahaa! all those were name of places. i dont know why i soo random. anyway, most of the work , eerfun did it^^ i just draw2 and erase2! fun tawuuu! went home with syarkaeyy and eerfun after everything. done! back to top?
Tuesday, June 1, 2010 @ 5:21 AM agony; okay, lets blog. its kinda boring so i decided to change my blog skin and update . yesterday. had O levels mother tongue. did qn 1 and 5. overall, paper quite easy heh. hoping for the best so that i wont have to redo it the next time. even if i need to redo, no harm trying again. its for the best ^^ anyway, its MALAY, no one can predict my results. haahaa! neither can i. after the paper, went to Lot one to meet mummy. i dont know what mood shes in, she started allowing me to spend like crazy. kinda fun yknow. had lunch at Pastamania. had Chicken ham and sausage baked rice. ohmygod, its heavenly^^ mummy ate Turkey Bacon Aglio. wah, so pedas i tell you. after that, went to Popular. to find daddys blade refill or i dont know whut la. for fun, i just asked mummy for headphones. she said , "okay, buy." i was like , "really?" wah, heavenly again! hahaa! get stuffs which i dont really need! awesome.went to BHG , mummy bought her powder refill and a Carlo Rino bag for her friend. okay seriously, for no occasion okay! not a birthday or anything. she buys it for her best friend a bag for no occasion. wtf? nevermind. her money. homed after that. Today. went to school early. chill at canteen with dayana. waited for eerfun at the same time. we were early but went up to hall late ^^ as usual, got scolded. nevermind. did 2 hours of intensive math with Syarkaeyy ^^ he rocks i yell you. very noisy but still, we managed to do every single question. an hour break. and then continue for another 2 hours of math. apparently, i dont see the need to call it a 'Math Camp'. more of a 'Mass Math Study Group'. after Math ended, we had an hour and half lunch break before social studies. went to Lot 1 with Dayana, Eerfun and Sabree^^ dayana and me ate Korean at Food Culture. as usual, had my Kimchi Noodle. nice- two thumbs up! (Y) ! headed back to school after that. played the rain ^^ went to AVA for two hours of Social Studies. during lesson, very kecoh. anyway, wont go in details cause im tired of typing. I come from a place that hurts And God knows how I've cried And I never want to return Never fall again back to top?