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Monday, November 29, 2010 @ 10:04 PM

You've had my heart from the beginning and you'll have it til the end. Although I wish you would be mine forever, I now understand that it's time to let you go and finally let you be happy. I wish you nothing but the best and although it will kill me when the day comes that another woman is making you happy, I now have the strength to smile and appreciate what I had.

@ 9:05 PM

enough of sadness . throw them farfar away -

tomorrow is gonna be EXCITING !

okay- i cannot be too naive . but nevermind!

baby is gonna bring me to Universal Studios Singapore ♥

i cant wait !

actually its F's bro who planned this. hhaaah!

and the scary things is... i just told baby about wanting to go to USS before i die.

told him on sunday -

not a pessimist just saying :D

anyway , me cant wait !

@ 8:49 PM

Medicine of your own

Last night was uncalled for. :/

i received a text. oh well,,, lets just say - i freaked out.

this is one of those situations where your hands and feet gets cold.

your heart beats fast and your hands starts shaking.

you throat goes dry and not a single word can come out from your mouth.

yeahs- i was that shocked. shock is one word. but scared? i dont know.

im just tired of ruining things . i dont want to make mistakes. okay , wait. Not NOT making mistakes but lessen them. i screw things up in almost everything i do. but this time. i hope to get it right.

lyrics below kinda says what that sender of sms kinda says. oh well- you know. regret. heres something about me.... i dont regret . and now im living my life to the fullest with my dearest F :) sorry...

How do I end up in the same old place,
Faced again with the same mistakes,
So stubborn thinkin I know what is right,
But life proves me wrong everytime,
Takin roads that lead me nowhere,
How do I expect to get there,
But when will I learn to just put you first.

When I awake it's you that makes
Me strong,
And I know that you've been with me all along,
So many times I begin to close my eyes and listen to my heart,
With you life is so easy why do I
Make it hard,
Oh takin' roads that lead me nowhere how do I expect to get there when will I Learn to just put you first.

I come to you now when I need you,
But why do I wait to come see you,
I always try to do this on my own but I was wrong cause only with you can I move on.

I get out of my own way, let you have your way.
Cause I realize I'm no god on my own,
I'm there for you, I'll sell for you
I can't live without you.
No...

Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @ 4:37 AM

An Eggbert love affair...

An Eggbert love affair...
Originally uploaded by RєRє

heehee... reminds me of baby and me. i dont know why but F usually do that one eyebrow up thing. mauttttttttttt ! hhahaha!

@ 4:20 AM

Pre-Prom Nite

WEEEEEEEEEE!

this will be us THIS COMING FRIDAY !

(19.11.2010)

wow. donned in supergorgprettywonderfulextrodinary dresses and suits (:

heehee!

cant wait for it

so hows your prep for prom?

ready for it? or still walking down town to find the pieces and complete that ultimate look?

after all this, we will all go separate ways . like officially... sad right? haish

whatever it is, see you all at Swissotel @ 7pm !

xoxoxo;

p.s baby, hehe.... sorry heh. only on friday can you see me . veryvery busy baby (:

Monday, November 15, 2010 @ 5:27 AM

my latest edit (:

i love baby ! weeeeeeee!

@ 4:45 AM

A New Beginning ♥

it has been a decade since i updated this blog. haha! thats because , as you all know, O levels. what ever happens , happens . i can only hope for the best (:

so today had another interview . interviewed at Marks & Spencer. oh my god. i tell you, finding a f-reaking job is f-ucking hard! i dont know how many jobs i applied for and none called back -.- urgh. oh well, gotta keep trying right? anyway, went out with my babyboy (:

we have been through a lot to get to where and what we are now. im blessed with all that had past. its a learning experience. i never regretted anything .

baby , i love you

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Monday, November 29, 2010 @ 10:04 PM You've had my heart from the beginning and you'll have it til the end. Although I wish you would be mine forever, I now understand that it's time to let you go and finally let you be happy. I wish you nothing but the best and although it will kill me when the day comes that another woman is making you happy, I now have the strength to smile and appreciate what I had. back to top?
@ 9:05 PM enough of sadness . throw them farfar away - tomorrow is gonna be EXCITING ! okay- i cannot be too naive . but nevermind! baby is gonna bring me to Universal Studios Singapore ♥ i cant wait ! actually its F's bro who planned this. hhaaah! and the scary things is... i just told baby about wanting to go to USS before i die. told him on sunday - not a pessimist just saying :D anyway , me cant wait ! back to top?
@ 8:49 PM Medicine of your own Last night was uncalled for. :/ i received a text. oh well,,, lets just say - i freaked out. this is one of those situations where your hands and feet gets cold. your heart beats fast and your hands starts shaking. you throat goes dry and not a single word can come out from your mouth. yeahs- i was that shocked. shock is one word. but scared? i dont know. im just tired of ruining things . i dont want to make mistakes. okay , wait. Not NOT making mistakes but lessen them. i screw things up in almost everything i do. but this time. i hope to get it right. lyrics below kinda says what that sender of sms kinda says. oh well- you know. regret. heres something about me.... i dont regret . and now im living my life to the fullest with my dearest F :) sorry... How do I end up in the same old place, Faced again with the same mistakes, So stubborn thinkin I know what is right, But life proves me wrong everytime, Takin roads that lead me nowhere, How do I expect to get there, But when will I learn to just put you first. When I awake it's you that makes Me strong, And I know that you've been with me all along, So many times I begin to close my eyes and listen to my heart, With you life is so easy why do I Make it hard, Oh takin' roads that lead me nowhere how do I expect to get there when will I Learn to just put you first. I come to you now when I need you, But why do I wait to come see you, I always try to do this on my own but I was wrong cause only with you can I move on. I get out of my own way, let you have your way. Cause I realize I'm no god on my own, I'm there for you, I'll sell for you I can't live without you. No... back to top?
Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @ 4:37 AM An Eggbert love affair... An Eggbert love affair... Originally uploaded by RєRє heehee... reminds me of baby and me. i dont know why but F usually do that one eyebrow up thing. mauttttttttttt ! hhahaha! back to top?
@ 4:20 AM Pre-Prom Nite WEEEEEEEEEE! this will be us THIS COMING FRIDAY ! (19.11.2010) wow. donned in supergorgprettywonderfulextrodinary dresses and suits (: heehee! cant wait for it so hows your prep for prom? ready for it? or still walking down town to find the pieces and complete that ultimate look? after all this, we will all go separate ways . like officially... sad right? haish whatever it is, see you all at *Swissotel @ 7pm* ! xoxoxo; p.s baby, hehe.... sorry heh. only on friday can you see me . veryvery busy baby (: back to top?
Monday, November 15, 2010 @ 5:27 AM my latest edit (: i love baby ! weeeeeeee! back to top?
@ 4:45 AM A New Beginning ♥ it has been a decade since i updated this blog. haha! thats because , as you all know, O levels. what ever happens , happens . i can only hope for the best (: so today had another interview . interviewed at Marks & Spencer. oh my god. i tell you, finding a f-reaking job is f-ucking hard! i dont know how many jobs i applied for and none called back -.- urgh. oh well, gotta keep trying right? anyway, went out with my babyboy (: we have been through a lot to get to where and what we are now. im blessed with all that had past. its a learning experience. i never regretted anything . baby , i love you ♥ back to top?